still trying to forgive
the universe for what happened to your father
pleading, for something
other than whiteness and met with a tacet
they teach us in school all
the layers of the skin yet i keep remembering
how translucent it lingered against
the underside of your wrist, where i
brushed a finger to unearth your pulse only to feel it
quivering, the first time we stood beneath
a waterfall and you whispered, hey look
maybe the universe isn’t all bad
but then i call you
on the phone that night for nothing
other than to cry and you said
don’t be afraid, there is someone out there who loves you
more than you will ever know
say it all, here is someone who will actually listen
like look at the sky so heavy
i think it’s been wanting to rain for a while now
i am waiting for the time to scream
to see a colour other than red
how long for the past to tire of holding me back?
i love with a giraffe heart and i think it will kill me someday
so close to drowning that i’ve stopped caring
what the lifeline is made of
i will choose over and over to hold on to it even if
it is something time cannot heal and i have to spend forever
piecing myself back together
dusk, and i am too cold to practice understanding
attaching resent to your heart pumps
the blood so alkaline
delivering to every organ a peal of bleach
hush darl,
i think your father forgave the universe a long time ago
my father passed away years ago, and I’ve never read anything like this. you’re an amazing poet pls never stop writing!!
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Wow, thank you so much for this comment! This really means so much x
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Very poignant musings Melody. I don’t know if this reflects how you feel, but I hope you find peace and solace. Hugs, Brad
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Thank you Brad x
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🙂
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That’s a beautiful and wise poem, Melody. I love it.
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Thank you so much Penny! ❤
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beautiful
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Thank you Maureen!
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Incredibly fine poetry, Melody.
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Thank you so much! x
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I came to have a look at your work and this is such a beautiful soulful piece. Please don’t shrink that giraffe heart😁
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Thank you! I will try not to x
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Pleasure 😁
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Had to think of my father too, thank you. Beautiful text
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Thank you so much for this x
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Reblogged this on Untamed Poetry and commented:
Touching… </3
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Thank you for the reblog! x
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❤ much love to you!!
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I am an orphan. A Poet. And truly, this is clean truth. A pen whose blood is leaking
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Thanks for this comment! Really means a lot 🙂 Sending you lots of love xx
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Well written and clearly heartfelt. I wish you healing.
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Thank you so much for this x
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Beautifully expressed feelings. Anand Bose from Kerala
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Thank you!
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Thank you for forgiving the universe. Now it can do the same for you.
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Thank you. I hope so x
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Excellent poem!!!
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Thank you so much Garima! xx
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Wlm🙏
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